This is the Diary of Porschea Marie :)

I think this has to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I’m actually crying so hard as I type this. First I want you to know that I love you with all my life. I wanted to be childhood sweet hearts and grow together in Life. Donald, I saw every text you sent that girl. Although I’m not worried about it anymore I’m still hurt. I can’t take back what happened in the bar. I was rapped. That’s something I didn’t plan to happen. I’ve hurt you so much but I have never played you or thought about cheating on you. I always told you things and kept it real. I’m really hurt. Idc about that girl but the fact that you had me thinking we were a item then I see all these text and you saying we never talked for 10 months.. that hurt me to my cure. When I first laid eyes on you years ago, I knew we were going to be something. I knew I was going to fall Madly in love with you and I did Don.. I really did. I can’t tell you how much I love you. It took everything in me to act calm when that girl was saying that you said all these things about me. I really don’t want to walk out your life because I love your Grandparents so much. I hope that some day your man enough to tell me that your in love with me and you want me the way I want you. And let these Hoes go and be with the person that was there for you through thick and thin.. I’m beyond happy and excited that you have that job but realize Money comes and goes but my Love for you Is here FOREVER.. I’m going no where, I will always have the key to your heart. But until you tell me that you want me and only me.. Not me and another girl then I’ll come back. But until then I think this is for the best. I’m hurting more than I can even bare. I have no heart right now. It’s so broken. I love you Baby so much. And please understand me when I say.. YOU ARE THE FIRST MAN I FELL IN LOVE WITH.

 

I hope this email finds a way to your heart… I’m only a phone call away if you need to speak..

 

-Porschea 5/12/13